{Saturday, November 04, 2006}
LOOK. I DONT CARE OKAY.

im a complete loser.

i mean like hello lah
everywhere is hurting okay.
from my hair to my eye to my wrist to my head to my ear to my nails.
okay, i see you get the point.
even my heart is pain okay.
and my PRIDE is pain okay.

okay.

im the slowest, the weakest, the least flexible, the least strong, the most black face, the most pathetic, etc.
so happy loh me.
then coach abit look at me like she dont know me lah.
happy.
i dont know her anyway.
so yes, as i was saying, a complete loser i am.

and coach ultra exciting.
i think she abit pity me, cause too lousy cannot compare with sam&pris&rebecca&steph so she put me in the second group lah
but i abit still cannot lah.
so happy.

i think susie also ultra exciting, say well done to me, but abit never care about cca points.
she happy.
nevermind, i also happy.
and she touch me lah.
maybe i become heshe also.

and look lah, i dont blame you for not coming st nicks lah.
st nicks also not say very good.
lousy lah
neighbourhood school lah, cause got me.
so im not angry with you.
dont worry.
you are not affecting me at all

okay, im sorry for the previous par to people in stnicks lah
i know youre are great in it okay (:
its just me pulling the standards down.

trng aftn & night also nevermind de.
cannot die anymore anyway what.
best lah
trng 24 hrs.
people say a day has 25hrs what. can sleep for that one hour.

people also say not to cry over spilt milk and i agree (but i say: who hasnt man)
but what if the milk is drank up by another person.
do you cry?
i wonder.


yes, the whole point of this post is to say.
I DONT CARE ALREADY.
okay, i dont give a damn, i dont care.
i dont care how much i hurt how much i cry
i dont give a damn about anything already.
i dont even care if i make it into the stream i chose, i dont care if i have like 29 points for olevels, i dont care what i become in the future.
it can be the greatest coach in the world, it can be the best well known toilet cleaner in the world, or it can be a pathetic roadsweeper i dont care. okay. i dont care
i dont care whether i lose to other people i dont care if in the future i cant even walk.
i dont care if im going to macau i dont care if im going disneyland.
nothing matters anymore.

i cant even smile anymore okay.
people ask me if im okay and i say no okay.

im not going to laugh anymore
im not going to smile anymore
im not going to play anymore
im not going to swim anymore
im not going to think anymore
im not going to even make an effort anymore

i mean like whats the fucking use okay.
life's just a joke.
a big fat joke.



i gave up trying to find the hero in me. cause i simply see the truth that theres simply no hero in me

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